Realizations

I realized today that I really do miss being at home with my boys. This weekend was great. Lex was well behaved and Jack is a great little baby. Lex helped me put cloths away over the weekend, we read stories, watched some movies, and just hung out. It was great. I even got some projects for school done. Sunday, the grandparents, Karen and Emry came up to watch the Raven's game... GO RAVENS!!! Fun times in general.

At work today the other teacher who had a baby in November had her baby in school at lunch time and I was jealous. I wanted to be holding Jack and playing games with Lex. It was a rough lunch. I wish I had time to have the children visit. With the cold weather, the kids are staying in for recess and I have lunch duty so I am not away from my class at all. Yea... that also means that I have no lunch break either because when the children are in for recess the teacher has to be in the room with them.. I do not think that it is fair but what can you do. I am just the worker bee.

So I came home today after tutoring, worked out for 30 minutes now onto fixing dinner. Then tonight I am spending time with the boys. It is the quality of time spent with them, not the quantity I say. I just wish that made me feel better about going to work and leaving the them.